MiissShameless

Hi guys. I don't like coming on here anymore, too much negativity. It kind of sucks, this was my haven. I guess I'll have to go back to Tumblr lmao.

Basically, life sucks. My dad always has an excuse to put me down. I feel like I can't trust my friends. I've been sleeping a lot more for no reason, and I eat way less. I think it's cause he left.

I miss him. So fucking much. Anthony left for the Air Force on January 1st, 2013. And won't be back until July. JULY. That's 6 months. How am I fucking going to survive that shit? We talk on the phone almost everyday and try to skype at least every weekend. I skyped with him last night for the first time since he left. Seeing his smile, those gorgeous eyes, fuck I think my heart melted. And the look on his face when he said he loved me made me want to cry.

I saw him two days before he left. I've known him for almost 2 years and was never really nervous with him, but I was, alot. We were with my best friend Maria and my other best friend Kyle (who liked each other) and Anthony's friend Spencer. Then after a little we started holding hands. His hands are way bigger than mine. c: And I would be looking at something and he come behind me and wrap his arms (somuscularOMG) around me or put his hand in my back pocket and squeeze my butt a little (unffff). After a while I finallly just put my hands on either side of his face and leaned up and kissed him (he's kinda tall). It was perfect. I've never kissed anybody so perfect.. We all got bored so we went into Sears. Fucked around. Anthony was in a reclining chair in front of me and I was in a chair too. He leaned back so I could put my arms around him and kiss his forehead and give him upside down kisses. And I bit his ear (>). Finally, I had to go. I was waiting to get picked up so we all just chilled in the parking garage by Maria's car. I knew this was the last time I would see him for a while. He held on to me so tight and kissed my forehead. He really is the perfect man. I already miss him so much.

So a few days ago I had this guy (no works, no nothing, new account) comment on a bunch of my poems and pictures and say a lot of rude things. Calling me fat, ugly, an attention whore, not talented, boring, original, stupid, and telling me to kill myself. Here's a message to you, sir:

Do you REALLY think a bunch of comments is going to make me delete my deviantart? No. I happen to like my poems and pictures and to be honest, I don't really give a fuck if anyone else does. I don't care if people think I'm boring. I don't think I'm boring. And I think I'm attractive. Sooo.. what was the point in doing that? You silly boy. <3

Alright, so I was looking through the front page and find this woman. Doing the splits. With no shirt on. Uhh, okay? Starts looking through her pictures.. And uh,

Since when does taking pictures with a fucking $300 Canon Powershot with horrible lighting called photography? Especially with tape on your nipples? What the fuck? Get back on the corner, fucking slut.

In no way are your pictures artistic and creative in any way. You are a very pretty woman, yes, but you also look like a cheap, easy whore on deviantArt.

Fuck you.

MY NAME IS TAKIRA AMBER BOLTMAN AND I, ALONG WITH MY BEST FRIEND MARIA VINCENZA COLLINS-BENNER, WILL BE ATTENDING WARPED TOUR 2013 ON JUNE 15TH.

I'M LIKE SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT.

GUYS WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME c:

I want cuddles.